Contented. Finally.

Contented. Finally. http://onsecoh.multiply.com/ - when PEOPLE you DON'T even KNOW "HATE" you - - you know YOU'RE the BEST - as i've matured i've learned that you cannot make someone love you. all you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in. as i've matured i've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets. as i've meatured i've learned that no matter how much i care, some paople are just JACKASSES! as i've matured i've learned that it takes years to build up trust and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. as i've matured i've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed. as i've matured i've learned that you shouldn't COMPARE yourself to others - - they are more SCREWED UP than you think. as i've matured i've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. as i've matured i've learned that it is not what you wear, it is how you take it off. as i've matured i've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished. as i've matured i've learned to sweat the pety things and not to pet sweaty things. as i've matured i've learned that EX'S are like fungus, and keep COMING BACK! as i've matured i've learned age is a very high price to pay for maturity. as i've matured i've learned that i don't suffer from insanity. i enjoy it. as i've matured i've learned that we are responsible for what we do unless we are celebrities. as i've matured i've learned that artificial intelligence is no match for natural STUPIDITY. as i've matured i've learned that there is a thin line between genius and insanity. as i've matured i've learned that people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less imporatant ones just never go away, and the real pain in the ass are PERMANENT! WHEW! Fri, 4 Jul 2008 16:45:28 -0000 Fri, 4 Jul 2008 11:15:20 -0000 Contented. Finally. http://images.onsecoh.multiply.com/logo http://onsecoh.multiply.com 100 100 Father's knows best - - From SEVENTEEN Magazine on their real life portion. July 2008 edition. "an open letter to my daughters" by Francis M. on page 61, there's this small box and it read "FATHER'S KNOWS BEST". here it is... "Sometimes, I feel like my dad and I are not really a part of one another's lives. How can I feel closer to him? --> "You can do things with your dad (and mom!) on a regular basis. Eat dinner together, or just saty at home and enjoy silent time with them. Talking to him -- even if just on the phone -- also goes a long way. Always think of your dad as your friends and never as your enemy. This will help you see things differently and help bring you closer." Now my reaction: I did every single thing this article says. And what did I get? NOTHING! I'm not saying that this is wrong or whatever, it's just that hindi siya gumana sa daddy ko.. and if nabasa nyo yung letter ni Francis M. to his daughter, ack! it hit me. But I did my best and it was not enough. His letter is short but very sin... http://onsecoh.multiply.com/journal/item/30/Fathers_knows_best_-_- Fri, 4 Jul 2008 11:15:20 -0000 not feeling well - - the day I had LBM - - sheeesh! sakit ng tiyan ko.. huhu - http://onsecoh.multiply.com/photos/album/364/not_feeling_well_-_- Fri, 4 Jul 2008 08:50:36 -0000 "The Black Sheep" The supposed to be letter for Kelo - - Here it goes... "Ayoko na dito sa bahay.. Alam mo yung feeling na ayaw mo na isiksik yung sarili mo sa kanila kasi alam mong ayaw naman nila sayo... Yun! Alam ko, kasi ganon naman sila sa'kin ever since. Masarap magkaron ng kuya... Oo, kasi masaya, pinagtatanggol ako, pero mahirap din pala. Lalo na kung mas gusto ng parents mo yung kuya mo. Minsan winiwish ko nalang na sana 3 kameng magkakapatid. I had insecurities kasi with my brother dati. Pinamuka kasi ng mga magulang ko sa'kin dati na matalino si kuya tas ako hindi, kesyo magaling siya, mabait, ganito, ganyan, na he's almost perfect. Kaya bumaba tingin ko sa sarili ko. I started to feel na pwede na yung mga simpleng bagay. Na dapat pinagbubuti ko pa, kasi alam ko na hindi din naman mapapansin yun 'coz of kuya. Na-overcome ko na dati yung insecurities ko sa kanya dati. Not until he got married. Of course happy ako para sa kanya, and happy ako kasi I have my parent's full attention na. Pero mali... http://onsecoh.multiply.com/journal/item/29/The_Black_Sheep Thu, 3 Jul 2008 12:01:55 -0000 collection 12 - - trinoma - - technicolored - - trippings - - pics with kcee dear - - technicolored - - love http://onsecoh.multiply.com/photos/album/363/collection_12_-_-_trinoma_-_-_technicolored_-_- Tue, 1 Jul 2008 07:20:33 -0000 dolce - mister kabab - - friday night - - felt like going out - - saya - - kulet ni maikka with her theatre look + si kuya na makulet na pinagbintangan namin na kumuha ng lighter... - - hahaha! next time ulet! maikka maintain that theatre-look you have.. hehehe... joke! see you! http://onsecoh.multiply.com/photos/album/362/dolce_-_mister_kabab_-_- Mon, 30 Jun 2008 08:14:08 -0000 Frank - - cold - - stormy - - brown-out - http://onsecoh.multiply.com/photos/album/361/Frank_-_-_ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 07:55:01 -0000 Quotes from texts - - texts from my friends - - i love - - *it has never been a question of who forgets... BUT sometimes, there's a definite pain on being the ONLY ONE who remembers everything. *When something happens to you, good or bad, consider what it means... There's a purpose to life's events.. To teach you how to laugh more, and not to cry too hard... *We always want things to change.. BUT once they did, we wonder why things can't go back to the way they were. *Sometimes you need to set things free even though it's hard. Things may NOT BE THE SAME AS BEFORE, but soon you'll see that what you did is FAR BETTER THAN BEFORE. *I cannot hate those people for what they have done to me.. For as soon as I begin to hate, I become just like them... *From rachelle's text*     "We can't make all people understand us, we have to accept that having the opportunity to speak doesn't always give us the privilege to be understood." *My FAVORITE* "In time, we realize that there are people who are UNWORTHY of our sacr... http://onsecoh.multiply.com/journal/item/28/Quotes_from_texts_-_- Fri, 27 Jun 2008 09:08:55 -0000 collection 11 - - Greenhills Greenhills ulet... bought stuffs again... kahit umuulan.. bakit parang long hair ako dito?! haha! http://onsecoh.multiply.com/photos/album/359/collection_11_-_-_Greenhills Tue, 24 Jun 2008 09:11:17 -0000 You're my ANGEL - - From Angel's text: "Everything happens for a PURPOSE. People CHANGE so that you can learn to LET GO. Things go wrong so that you APPRECIATE them when they're RIGHT. You believe lies so you eventually learn to TRUST no one but YOURSELF. And sometimes, good things fall apart so BETTER things can fall together."   Thanks Angel.. I needed that...<img src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/cry.png"> I miss you...<img src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/love.png"> http://onsecoh.multiply.com/journal/item/27/Youre_my_ANGEL_-_- Mon, 23 Jun 2008 00:53:40 -0000 bum - - homebuddy - - bored! super http://onsecoh.multiply.com/photos/album/358/bum_-_- Thu, 19 Jun 2008 09:38:05 -0000 BADTRIP - - I went to Trinoma kanina with Mom and Kelo.. We went home at around 8pm... Nagcommute lang kame... When we're on the tricycle na, we're about to enter the gate on our subdivision, tas biglang hinarang kame nung guard... So I said homeowners kame.. And he replied na bawal na daw pumasok yung tricycle starting 6pm onwards... So i stepped out of the tricycle and asked the guard what if umuwi ako ng disoras ng gabi haharangain nya ba ako... He replied na yun daw yung utos... So I said na paglalakarin nyo ko ng ganun na ako lang mag-isa?! So what I did is, pinababa ko ang Mama ko at si Kelo... Pinagalitan ko yung guard, at pinasabi ko sa kanya na sabihin dun sa Presidente ng subdivision namin na nagrereklamo ako... At tinakot ko pa xa na kapag ako may narinig o may nakitang pumasok na tricycle, susugurin ko talaga sila!.(kala mo matapang e noh..) Si Daddy nalang pala.. hehe...   I know na he's just doing his job... And saludo ako dun xe sumusunod xa... Pero be considerate naman... To t... http://onsecoh.multiply.com/journal/item/26/BADTRIP_-_- Tue, 17 Jun 2008 13:50:59 -0000 collection 10 - - di ko na alam kung kelan ung iba.. Rian's pics.. nasingit lang.. =) June 15 - - went @ Greenhills.. bought stuffs.. parang nagpagod lang kame.. haha! uwi sa bahay.. picture - kain - simba - kain.. whatta productive lifestyle - http://onsecoh.multiply.com/photos/album/357/collection_10_-_-_ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 14:45:45 -0000 reply... The ONLY permanent thing in the world is CHANGE.. I cannot blame you or anybody... If you're better that way, well good for you.. BUT some people isn't happy for what happen... AND they/ SHE chooses to step back and leave...<img src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/sad.png">   MAD, is such a BIG word... I prefer to be a LITTLE UPSET.. and I guess you can't even BLAME me for being upset... After being used to of who and what you are to me and to others...<img src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/cry.png">   The "puppy" thing is not the reason.. the attitude behind that is what bothers me and my whole being... I mean, today it's like this, the next morning it's not.. It's like, I'm with you today and the next morning you don't know me anymore... It bothers me, really...   Sorry for what's happening.. Maybe if I, in the first place, didn't react the way I reacted, we wouldn't end up like this.. BUT, I don't want to HIDE things from you... As much as possible I want to tell everything to you... But situations and people just love putting barriers between us... And I guess yo... http://onsecoh.multiply.com/journal/item/25/reply... Sat, 14 Jun 2008 02:30:05 -0000 NEW - - updated http://onsecoh.multiply.com/photos/album/356/NEW_-_-_updated Thu, 12 Jun 2008 13:42:05 -0000 collection 9 - - faces - - but same angles.. http://onsecoh.multiply.com/photos/album/355/collection_9_-_- Thu, 12 Jun 2008 10:15:58 -0000 I LEFT... just so YOU know... i posted this on my friendster shoutout, and i'm also posting this here in my multiply..   "When I start to feel that I'M NOT IMPORTANT to a person, I take the initiative to STAY AWAY...   So when someone feels that i'm quite FAR, it doesn't mean that I INTENTIONALLY LEFT THE PERSON...   Maybe I just felt that the PERSON DOESN'T NEED ME AT ALL."   --i don't need to be important, anyway. YOU KNOW WHAT I HATE - - CHANGES!   - - I AIN'T MAD.. MAYBE JUST A LITTLE UPSET.. http://onsecoh.multiply.com/journal/item/24/I_LEFT... Thu, 12 Jun 2008 09:58:57 -0000 Ilocos - - June 6-8 - - Where: Narvacan, Ilocos Sur Who: Me and Kelo -went to different places.. 1st stop: Santa Maria Church.. it is where some of the Panday scenes were taken.. it is also where Panday took the sword.. hehehe! 2nd stop: San Esteban... white beach.. and nice people.. we went swimming with kelo's mom... and it's for free! super fun..=) 3rd stop: Palengke! na ang kulit! hehe... 4th stop: Killer Sea... saya! kahit kameng dalawa http://onsecoh.multiply.com/photos/album/353/Ilocos_-_- Thu, 12 Jun 2008 06:56:31 -0000 Guilly's - - Thursday night! peeps: Kcee, Me, Kelo, Maikka and ALL her friends na super dami.. di ko na maalala ung names.. dalawa lang naalala ko... si Jam.. di pa ako sure and si K.C. went to N20 first.. palipas oras lang.. then off to Guilly's na.. dance, dance, dance... pictures! mga wlang magawang bata.. hahaha! 'till next time oki... - http://onsecoh.multiply.com/photos/album/350/Guillys_-_- Thu, 12 Jun 2008 05:20:49 -0000 May 31 - - late upload - - day before my Board... went to 9 churches.. prayed...super pray talaga ginawa ko.. paguwe - - gutom na pagod! Churches: UST, Quiapo, St. Jude, Sto. Domingo, OLAP, St. Peter, PMIC, Mount Carmel and San Nicolas... with no break, no food, no drinks... as in straight! http://onsecoh.multiply.com/photos/album/349/May_31_-_- Wed, 11 Jun 2008 15:07:53 -0000 high-school life - - <img src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/smile.png">It was fun remembering what had happened in your high-school life.. mina was a bit crucial but soooper fun..   i was laughing and giggling when i saw some photos and letters from my friends when i was in high-school...i miss them.. super!<img src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/teeth.png">   i miss my highschool when during the first day of classes you and your girlfriends would meet up before going to school and put on your fancy clothes for the first day of classes...<img src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/shade.png">   i miss the times when you and your girlfriends would gather around your school grounds to get a glimpse of the new students spotting if there were cute guys.. haha!<img src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/smile.png">   i miss the time when you and your friends (including your guy friends) gather under the mango tree talking about someone you hate and talking about people around you...<img src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/teeth.png">   i miss the times when everytime you and your friends make letters even if you are with them the whole day...<img src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/smile.png">   i miss the time when you finally admitted to your crush that you liked him/her..and eventu... http://onsecoh.multiply.com/journal/item/23/high-school_life_-_- Tue, 10 Jun 2008 11:42:49 -0000 review part 2 - - @ SM cinema 6 and @ Cathedral of Praise at Taft - - we will all make it guys! http://onsecoh.multiply.com/photos/album/346/review_part_2_-_- Fri, 30 May 2008 10:55:53 -0000 review - - david's funny-but-cute face - - hahahaha! AND kc's INNER smile - - http://onsecoh.multiply.com/photos/album/342/review_-_- Tue, 27 May 2008 03:30:19 -0000 collection 7/Mother's Day - - watched movie with mom - http://onsecoh.multiply.com/photos/album/340/collection_7Mothers_Day_-_- Fri, 16 May 2008 15:04:55 -0000 collection 5 - - with mom - - kulet! twins?! http://onsecoh.multiply.com/photos/album/337/collection_5_-_- Sat, 3 May 2008 02:22:11 -0000 mom-baby Rian-me - - laki na ni baby - http://onsecoh.multiply.com/photos/album/335/mom-baby_Rian-me_-_- Sat, 3 May 2008 02:04:37 -0000 way to Malabon - - http://onsecoh.multiply.com/photos/album/330/way_to_Malabon_-_- Sun, 20 Apr 2008 02:48:05 -0000